damn!! enough of this suffer!
bring your soul out of this! you are not alone anis! you always at His side! only you make yourself far from Him!
once you ask for be near you, He will nearer then you asked! you can do this anis! don’t be annoying for yourself. you will make it without anybody there. because He always at your side. be strong… you’re spiritual big girl. have a nice life.. ^__^